lips are cracking. big shit. xuan's eye is swollen too..

there's so many things to do that i've lost count. or rather, i havent been tracking it. either way, i'm barely breathing.

time to get back to tutorials.. -.-

woke up at 5am and sent grandpa to airport this morning... almost teared when i saw him leave. after that we went cycling.. and i had a great time!!

i still haven been able to touch any of me tutorials. but on the bright side, i've completed notes for lecture 1 on audit! yessss!!! now i'm doing the one for rfa.

okays. back to notes. better try do as many as possible.. i must start on tutorials tmr!!!

and tmr's lecture rally for BA Appreciation... wish me luck and pray for everything to be smooth going!! thanks! =D

just back from dim sum buffet at yumcha with serena cheryl and clare. super full and bloated. but not bad. =D it's my first and last meal for today. fruits only for tmr... that's if i have enough self-discipline... haha.

after lazing arnd for a little while more, i guess i've got to get back to work. stress. but what else can i do? i can only do my best. some think i'm freaky or paranoid cause everything's just the beginning. all i can say is if i dont wanna fail, this is the only way. i'm not enjoying this either.

you think it is a privilege? you think it is prestigious? it is. but it come with a price. and it is something i got to learn to cope with, live with. though it's hard, at least i have me close friends. and i thank God for them... so so so much.